Sunday, October 30, 2011 11:18 pm

sister

listen, ♥Sometimes, I wish I had a sister so that I have someone that I can really talk to when I'm feeling like crap. Just the way I'm feeling right now.

It's the point of time when you start to break down, knowing how much you've done. Thinking how worthless you are.

Believe. Hope. Achieve.

And I will, no matter how broken I am feeling right now. I'll get by and wake up feeling better about myself while catching up with the time I've lost.

Negativity is not an option. Goodnight.

Friday, October 28, 2011 9:42 pm

Alevels

listen, ♥Stretched to my limits but there's no one you can find comfort in.

Stretched to my limits yet I'm still trying my best to move forward.

Stretched to my limits, just trying to stay strong.

As time ticks by, I'm beginning to be more afraid. Of the outcome, of the disappointment that might come my way.

I have to be strong. I have to do this, I can do this!

And I'll fight till the end, even if it takes my life, I would survive this horrible phase that I never wanna go through ever again.

11 days.

Wednesday, October 26, 2011 11:08 am

Newspaper

listen, ♥"Everyone reaches a point where he questions his identity and relationship with the world around him. It's even more understandable if you somehow feel apart from your peers, whether because of looks, grades or achievements. You want to know why the world doesn't value you, and wrestle with whether you should resign yourself to this injustice, or fight it. At the very least, you're tempted to see how far you can push the status quo." - Colin Goh

Saturday, October 22, 2011 12:08 am

Presents

listen, ♥Lovely friends, great presents, people I'll never forget when I leave Millennia for good.

In good times and bad times, I'll on your side forever more. That's what friends are for! <3

I love you girls; Balqis, Fazila and Hidayah! <3

Life in Millennia would have been so much worse without any of you. Thank you for walking with me through thick and thin. We might not alway have the same opinions, but I'm glad to always have you when I need someone.

With grateful heart, thank you. <3

I'm gonna miss you so bad Louis! <3

Thursday, October 20, 2011 12:32 pm

naise

listen, ♥Cath Kidston is my new found love! :D

Sunday, October 16, 2011 1:00 am

Poem

listen, ♥Best Friends! <3

I still remember the first day we met
We were too shy to say much at all
It's funny to think back to that time
Because now we're having a ball!

They say that true friendship is rare
An adage that I believe to be true
Genuine friendship is something that I cherish
I am so lucky to have met you.

Our bond is extremely special
It is unique in it's own way
We have something irreplaceable
I love you more and more each day.

We've been through so much together
In so little time we've shared
I will never forget all the moments
that you've shown me how much you cared.

Friends are forever
Especially the bond that you and I possess
I love your fun-filled personality
Somehow you never fail to impress.

The world could use more people like you
it would certainly be a better place
I love everything about you
You are someone I could never replace.

You are always there for me
When my spirits need a little lift
I cannot thank you enough for that
You are truly an extraordinary gift.

You are everything to me and more
I could never express that enough
Life is such a treacherous journey, and
Without you it would be even more tough.

Our story will continue to grow
With each passing day
Because I trust that with you by my side
Everything will always be Okay.

You are so dear to me
You know I will love you until the end
I will always be there for you, and
You will always (and forever) be my best friend.

- Margery Wang

12:52 am

Fareen

listen, ♥HAPPY BIRTHDAY PRINCESS! :D

How time flies, it's been 7 years, 9 months and 11 days since we knew each other and there was never a point in time that I've looked back and regretted making you a part of my life.

In our bid to secure this friendship, we've gone through countless ups and downs to be who and what we are today. And I cannot thank you enough, for your undying love and support you give to me, when I'm most in need of it. I'll never forget how you walked with me through thick and thin, rain and shine, through the good and bad times.

I know things might be different now as compared to what we were facing earlier then, in our carefree and fearless days where everything was a given and granted cause, something that we never had to think twice about. But be sure, that we'll always remain the same, if not better. Placing us closely and tightly together, like twins that cannot be separated, like how complements and subsets are made to be.

Indeed, there might be many points in life that we feel like giving up, when we feel that there's no place for us any longer, when we don't have enough time for one another, when we're preoccupied with other stuff, when we try our best but don't succeed, hang in there because I know for a fact, the we have each other and that, makes everything much easier than it was before.

To have you by my side, to be my light and guide when I'm in darkness or when in doubt, is the best thing that I can ever ask for in my life. There's never a day that I don't thank God, for letting me have you by my side when the whole world crashes, leaves or are disappointed at my failures. Yet, you'll always be the one, picking up the pieces and helping me to stand up once again. To encourage me and to tell me that you love me no matter what becomes of me.

In both good and bad times, I'll always have you around, just like I'm always there.

Thank you for being such a wonderful friend and such a dear. For always making my life so much better than I could ever imagine. For never once losing faith in me, despite my slip ups and failures. For encouraging me whenever the rest jeers at me and puts me down. For always trusting in me and my abilities. For never once trying to put me down. For making my life so much better.

To have you, is the best thing that I've ever had. Thank you for being such a great part of my life, I would be nothing without you.

On this day, I wish you all the love and blessings you have received, to deliver you, strengthen you, and enable you to scale greater heights. I love you, with every heart beat.

I hope you enjoyed yourself yesterday. ^^ I know it's nothing much, but you know you matter more than just these things.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY AIAI! <3

Saturday, October 15, 2011 12:57 am

uncertain

listen, ♥"The trouble with love is, it can tear you up inside."

Really need a whole lot of motivation to keep going.

Doing my best and giving my all for this last league.

Just 24 days to the day and 37 days to freedom.

I will survive, praise the Lord!

Thursday, October 13, 2011 4:24 pm

alone

listen, ♥Don't like coming home to an empty house! ):
Its been an hour. /:

26 days to A levels, 39 days to freedom.

Excuse me while I continue with work.

Tuesday, October 11, 2011 11:33 pm

wonder

listen, ♥How many can you really count on, in time to come?

I guess that remains a mystery.

Until then, let's hope things get better.

(Tired + Hungry + Annoyed) = Bad study condition.

School tomorrow, just for GP.

Yet to do Essay for Southeast Asia, Literature Paper 5 and Economics. /:
Need to do something for consultation on Thursday.

I CAN DO THIS! /fist pump

Monday, October 10, 2011 1:33 am

Alevels

listen, ♥29 days to the start, 42 days till it ends.

It's make it or break it.

I can do this, I know I can.

Can't wait for the end of A's. I'm suffocating right here, right now.

42 days, fighting!

My house is like a battle field. Praying no one comes over to celebrate birthdays or such. The dining table, is INVADED, thanks to me.

42 more days till it all ends. /chants

Tuesday, October 04, 2011 9:16 pm

Gavin

listen, ♥Say hello to Gavin! :D

He turns 5 tomorrow! ^^

Bestf and I got him after my Cross Country race when I beat my personal best and my enemy flat in her face. :P


Hello Bestf! Gavin and I miss you, come home soon! <3

Sunday, October 02, 2011 5:10 pm

Fake

listen, ♥What do you get out of life? What have you gotten out of life? What's your aspiration, your dreams? What exactly are they, I wonder, and would continue to.

Who are friends? What exactly are they? How are they suppose to be like? I wonder, I really do.

I realize after such a long time, that friends are so unpredictable, just like the weather. And sometimes, it can be more of a joke than a relationship shared.

I ever wondered how long our friendship would last. How we would be, 10 years down the road. And just 2 days ago, I realize how much I want myself out. Out of this facade that we're caught in. You're not genuine, that's one thing for sure.

But I'm not someone who'll give up without a fight. I fought, was beaten hands down. I've lost this very thing called a friend, who wasn't true to his/herself. Let's end it at this. It won't matter anyway.

I fought for you, tried to be there, tried to resolve the differences, but to no avail. And I'm honestly tired, of your nonsense, the crap you try to put me through. And yes, it's time to fight back, to resist and to do things the way I want to.

Why should I please you, or should I say TRY to please you when you're really, not worth it?!

Our friendship wasn't built over night. Yes, that's one thing for sure. But it wasn't built on solid foundation either.

If you're unhappy or such, you could have voiced it out. But you chose to keep it to yourself, so don't blame me.

Thank you for going around to tell others how horrible I am, I'm honored to be a topic that people would discuss about. It just shows how immature you are and really, it's not gonna bother me much anymore.

At the end of time day, I can safely say, that I've done my best to keep things going. I can assure myself that this is the best alternative from the treatment I've received.

I'm not one that would abandon my friend of diss them, but that was the last freaking straw.

Saturday, October 01, 2011 3:30 pm

Whatever

listen, ♥Not gonna fight to retain this relationship anymore. You're really not worth it.

Do what you want to, be what you feel like being.

I don't care, anymore.